I know that you cared. Trust me, I get that. It’s just that…you cared at the wrong momments. When I needed you to calm me down you just upset me more. I told you from the start that I am a difficult person to be with. You tried, I tried. I understand the whole, “Don’t give up on the ones you love” thing. So please, don’t bring that up again. If I know something’s not going to work then I have to stop. I didn’t give up without a fight. I shed so many tears, too many tears. If you ever read this just realize that I actually understand your past/current/future pain from all of this. Lets not forget that I am and have been going through the same thing.
